you with your opinions and your outrage
you with the ink and the hoops
you with the goth and the beige
i envy you
you with the skirt and the boxes
you with your tears and the heartbreak
you with the texts and the phones thrown
I envy you
you with your family and your spills
you with the snot and the diapers
you with the mess and the tears
I envy you,
you remind me, that i am no longer alive,
